Saturday, June 11, 2005

The Wall Made of Many Secret Drawers Pt 1.

11:58 | 11.06.05

I am standing in front of this wall, facing it while my thoughts are hard pressed against the outer barriers of my skull. I asked myself, "Why is there so many drawers built into this wall?" For a moment, I thought of why I was brought to this place. What's the reason for me being here. What's the purpose of all these drawers in front of me? What does all these drawers keep? Who put them here? Why are they built into this wall?

As 1001 questions were driving my skull to its limit, I began exploring each and one of them.

At first, I thought I should use my luck to simply open one up. Which one would it be? Would it matter? For Fish Cakes, there's just too many to even think whether if it really matters.

I opened one up.
It turned out to be a drawer that kept my dirty laundry. Shites! It doesn't half stunk!! Errrgghhh..
As I draw my deepest breath, away from that stinkiness, I looked into it further.. gosh, its been here for a good 10 days..My my.. erm.. has it gone mouldy? I should be ashamed of myself.. & now the world who is looking from behind me knows!

I shifted three steps to the left & decided to open the top drawer, wishing that i had better have been luckier this time..
It turned that this drawer contained all my working files.. and what a mess? Every piece of paper and notes are everywhere..
Shites! What happened to my luck? Where is it gone?

Now Im closing my eyes, hard thoughts began to wander in my mind forever thinking what's the meaning of it all..

I didn't realise how long I have been shifting sideways, opening all the drawers, wondering what on earth is going on and still, Im forever finding more and more problems of my life sitting in the many drawers in front of me..

As I sat down and thought hard, with all the drawers already opened with none of them was showing me any signs of me being lucky today, I began to believe that all this must have happened for a reason.

What is the reason?



A little while later..
I believe I had received some sort of revelation.. erm.. what is revelation?
Theologically speaking, a revelation is defined as a manifestation of divine will or truth.

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